Memoris

Painting…its been more than 5 yrs I didn’t do any painting…teringin gak nak paint lg…last aku dok melukis bagai was… hermmmm 7yrs ago…lame gile..tu pon sbb dok tggu result spm…ade laaa 3-4 lukisan aku buat…then my sister took it from me…but lately…I’ve found an article about Renoir…then tgk painting dier..awesome…melukis hingga ke akhir hayat…Rembrant pon same…haihhhhhhhhh

Macammana laa vision lam kepala otak depa neh…dpt menghasilkan the most expensive painting in the world…aku?...dulu time skolah ghendah penah laaa lukisan aku dok tertepek kat blakang klas…dok dapat markah A++(markah paling bangga gaban time skolah ghendah dulu)…tp kan…akulah sokmo budak paling last balik…Y?..sbb terlalu berhati2 did my painting laaa…terkocoh2 terhegeh2 aku buat lukisan sorg2 lam klas…tp sib baek ada cikgu lukisan yg penyabar sanggup tggu sampai aku siapkan lukisan haku…aku x penah lupa nama dia …cikgu Teh (S.Y. TEH)…cikgu yang agak kontroversi time tu sbb dier anak dare lg…cun gak laaa…seksis pon yer gak..awwww…ape laa cite dier skang eh…time tu aku darjah 3..taun 1993 and now is 2008…dah 15 taun dah…lama gila tuh…tp aku still have that time nye memori…taun tu jugak laa aku jatuh pokok jambu blakang class time recess…hikssssssss…gigi aku patah time tu..kalo x silap haku laaa….ganazzzzzzzz kan…pompuan ghabat pokok…gemok and debab bagai laa aku time tu…bak kata org utara…belemoih haih anak dagha neh…(tp laa ne cun and comey laaa)…..hahahahha..abes koyak kain skolah haku….hihihihihihi

Time secondary lepak jer…x der klas lukisan lagi dah…kesnye…masuk hostel dpt geng rambu ramba maen nya plus nakalnya plus x stadinya…output dia..aku kena kick from the hostel sbb aku gagal math…tu jer..sabjek len menten tp yg math tu hampes plus ada kes2 mencabar minda sket aku buat…x yah laa cita kat cni…biarlah rahsia…I’ll do my best not to show or tell anyone the bad side of me…kalo korg tau that’s because hampa yg tau sendrik…so selagi x jupe aku face2face…no one will find it…ngeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

But skrang pon dok ngasah bakat lg…dok lukih bunga nak jahit saprah tu…nak jahit baju aku tu…ahakssssssss….still ada the most minor talent of Renoir or Rembrant(nak jugak tu)…walopon jari dah keghas mana dah...Walopon seburuk mana pon lukisan tu..kalo org dah kata lawo…then its turn out to be lawoo laaaa…kesnya..aku sokmo puji apa yg aku hasilkan lawooo and stunning(sebab…aku ghasa lawoo laa)…ahakssssss…proud to be me(angkat bakul seyyyy)…we could never produce the same things again with my hand or any our body instrument…kan..kan…yg ke2 x kan sama ngan yg 1^st tu..nevahhhhhhhhhh…..Renoir once said: Why shouldn't art be pretty? There are enough unpleasant things in the world.

Here is Abang’s lukisan…lukih kat kompeter aku…using paint…he has talent…lawooo gak…siap ada bendera PAS lg...kat space lak tu…ahaksssssssss….fanatik seyyyyhhhhhh

“The pain passes, but the beauty remains”...agree x?

“The pain passes, but the beauty remains” was his (PIERRE AUGUSTE RENOIR) words. It’s so true, whatever pain you have, it will passes but beauty? Although you getting older but it still remain…it is beauty…ianya bergantung kepada pentafsir kecantikan itu sendiri…until today…I have found 3 person that I considered CANTIK in their 6o’s…meraka itu adalah Datuk Sarimah Ahmad…Mak long BiBI (she’s one of my grandmom’s friend)…and my arwah tokwan’s cousin( I don’t know her name)and seriously they are damn beautiful…with some wrinkles on their face…very shining skin…very innocence looks BUT very stunning without any make-up… I wish aku boleh jadik cenggitu in my 60’s (kalau umo panjang laaa)..insyaallah…berikan aku chances to do something that I wont regret later…

Aku sebenaqnya dok type neh sambil layan lagu ATOMIC KITTEN (whole again & The last goodbye)…feel ler plok…alahai…tenet neh lembab mak limah ler..x dpt carik lirik the last goodbye….tp lagu dier best gak…skali skala dengo…
Here’s the lyrics…

WHOLE AGAIN

If you seen me walking down the street
Staring at the sky
And draggin' my two feet
You just pass me by
It still makes me cry
But you can make me whole again

And if you See me
with another man
Laughing and joking
Doin' what I can
I won't put you down
Cause I want you around
You can make me whole again

**Looking back on where we first met
I cannot escape
And I cannot forget
Baby you're the one
You still turn me on
You can make me whole again

Time is layin' heavy on my heart
Seems I've got too much of it
Since we've been apart
My friends make me smile
If only for a while
You can make me whole again

** (REPEAT)

so now I'll have to wait
but baby if you change your mind don't be too late
coz I just can't go on
it's already been too long
but you could make me whole again

** (REPEAT)

Baby you're the one
You still turn me on
You can make me whole again