SMILE...SMILE....SMILE...DIE....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Push myself to smile outside...then smile...smile.....

and i always make you smile....just the way i am....smile...smile...smile....

Empty

Emptiness...this is my feeling right now...2 days in a row can't sleep at night...go to sleep at almost 6 am....abnormal...but i feel good and it supposedly not good ok....i'm actually want to have that feeling again...."EMPTY & TRANQUIL & PERFECT"...i've felt these once....but i don't know where did they go now....i want to have them back....the feeling that nobody can share it with you..only you knew it....but i have to have it back.....go back to basic....to Allah...look for Him...what i've done...think back...why i've lost it...but now what happen to me??????????????????

• I can't stop thinking...thinking of what? i don't even know.....
• Jiwa x tenang....kusut....(this makes me stay up at night)
• what are my goal?....apakah kehendak diri ini sebenarnya
• tranformation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!----->harus betulkan aqidahku dulu....

i'm surrounded by people that i supposedly stay away....am i an abettor????keeping the story that is really wrong....what else can i do?????im confused...im crying inside when thinking about this.........scared..terrified...Oh Tuhan....

99 Names of Allah

99 Names of Allah-By Sami Yusuf

Rahim
Karimun
'Adim
'Alimun
Halim
Hakimun
Matin

Mannan
Rahmaanun
Fattah
Gaffarun
Tawwab
Razzaqun
Syahid

Allahuma shalli 'ala Muhammad wa ali Muhammad
Ya Muslimin shallu alayh

Allahuma shalli 'ala Muhammad wa shahbi Muhammad
Ya Mu'minn shallu alayh

Latif
Khabirun
Sami'
Basirun
Jalil
Raqibun
Mujib
Ghafuur
Syakuurun
Waduud
Qayuumun
Ra'uuf
Sabuurun
Majid

Allahuma shalli 'ala Muhammad wa ali Muhammad
Ya Muslimin sallu alayh

Allahuma shalli 'ala Muhammad wa shahbi Muhammad
Ya Mu'mineen shallu alayh

Allahu Akbar Allahu Akbar
La ilaha illa hu
Al Malikul Quddus

Allahu Akbar Allahu Akbar
Ya Rahmanul irham da'fana

Allahu Akbar Allahu Akbar
Ya Ghaffaru ighfir dhunubana

Allahu Akbar Allahu Akbar
Ya Sattaru ustur 'uyubana

Allahu Akbar Allahu Akbar
Ya Mu'izu a'izza ummatana

Allahu Akbar Allahu Akbar
Ya Mujibu ajib du'aana

Allahu Akbar Allahu Akbar
Ya latifu ultuf bina
Ya latifu ultuf bina
Ya latifu ultuf bina
ultuf bina

Me as Telemarketer

"Oh please, find another job that pays about the same. Most telemarketer jobs are minimum wage or a bit more. About what you get at McDonald's." this my FB's friend told me after im asking him about the telemarketing job....but i've try already..and so far so good...

"I have done telemarketing before. It is a thankless job, from both ends. The costumers want off the phone and the management want you to hassle the costumers. And they push rather than thank." this is another thought shared by other friend....hermmmm...



Telemarketing is both easy and difficult. It is easy in that you have a script to read most times so you don't really have to think about what to say. The difficult part is that most times there is a base pay and a commission and that commission is usually tied to either an hourly or daily quota which is VERY HARD to get since most people usually hang up on telemarketers before they have the chance to finish their first sentence. If you read the newspaper you will always see postings for telemarketers and it's not because it's a booming field, it's because they have a VERY HIGH TURNOVER rate (read: lots of people are fired because they don't meet their quotas). If you happen to be luck and/or gifted and succeed in the field there can be some very good money in it. I'm agree with this....

Can't Handle???????????????

i can't handle me....................>yesterday i have a lot of thing in my mind to boost in here....but forgot already by the time i log in here....that happening to me since then....okeh...change the topic yahh...talking about my menu for today...

My breaking fast menu for today are...rice + chicken neck + chicken soup (we actually never mixed up the menu between seafood based and land food based---betul ker ayat ni)...if we have fish today as a main course...the other should be something from the sea also.....if we have chicken today, the other should be beef or mutton....vege???they suit both of them...i'm not the reason for that but i used to it...there must be a good reason behind that...jgn byk menyanyah..ikut jer...bkn bawak mati pon....

work....still sucks as before

Stress Management

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end of the day....this is all we needed....lol

What a Day!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday comes again...the 5th day of fasting...how it feel? maintain..not too hungry..not too full(of course)...my job...i could say a lil bit suckss.............

All My stress Comes From People Not Playing The Game of Life By My Rules

It's about 4 days I haven't has a sales or I could say i am short of exactly 10 sales for this month which thei TARP is about RM5k...hermm...how to achieve the target? target! target! target! target!...this is sales, eveything is about the target and money...heuwwwwwwwwwwwww

that's it...it's all about it.....we all need them to survive in this wold